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Update!

Its really been a long time since I updated. My blog is kinda dead, so I wanted to close it down. But on second thought, I shall just leave it, anyway sometimes, some people might just randomly decide to come visit. (:

Tomorrow is the start of the bunch of tests that are going to be coming. We have to stay back tomorrow for maths test! Oh No! This time I have no confidence in the maths test, firstly bcos of the angle and circle properties, secondly bcos of P&C. ): I dun tink I would be able to score well this time. Cos its like I really dunno how to do. ): Haiz.... This is so bad news! I always rely on maths to help me. ):

My whole body is aching as usual again bcos of dancing for 3h 30 mins non stop vigorously yesterday! I still can't do two pirouettes (turns) without releasing my leg after the 1st round. ): Oh no! I think I am the worst in my class.... Argh.

I am super tired now. Yesterday slept too late cos watch harrypotter and the chamber of secrets. I tink have to watch all the parts from the 1st one to the 5th one then can refresh memory and go the cinmea watch the latest one. :P I am waiting! Haiz... Too bad release on thurs, then got CS, so cannot go watch. Then saturday so busy also. So maybe only sunday morning. ): So sad.

Elearning is not fun. Elearning=more hw. I dun like Elearning. But the good thing is waking up late and not going to sch. But I still have to go 3rd lang, so still have to go out from home. So to me Elearning is not that fun afterall.

Life is really unfair sometimes. Today I read the newspaper about the article about Dr William Tan. Life really treats him unfairly, he had polio and so had to be wheel-chair bound. But he did not give up on life, instead went around the world for marathons and did well in them, raising many funds in the process. However, he is now struck by cancer. Life is so unpredictable in that sense. I feel scared at the prospects of the future. Oh no, starting to sound emo and philosphical...

Till nxt time...

8:13 PM

Last week of cute holidays.

I am feeling very sad now. Its the last week of holidays!!! ): Yesterday news say they would not extend the holidays. So saddening. ): Wish they extended it even longer! But no choice, means holidays are really ending.

My whole body, especially my legs are aching like nobody's buisness. Went to ballet on Sat, Sun, Mon and Tues! Somemore, each time is around 2 hours, and on tues is 3 hours of vigorous training. My legs can't take it anymore. The muscles seem to have already tore or something. So painful! My calf muscles are like so tense and stretched! But no choice, my ballet so lan4, have to go for vigorous training then can improve.

I have been playing some typing game on fb, super duper fun! But then I realised actually my typing is quite slow. :P

I am bored. Seriously everyday going facebook and searching for things to play. :P

Anyways, gonna update more, cos got school then update definitely diminish. ....

3:51 AM

Family Time!

Today was a great day out with my family. My mum could only take leave on one day, and so today must be well spent. Or else, it would be a wasted leave. :P

My sis and I planned the day out. First, in the morning, we went to Mcdonalds for breakfast. Then we went to kbox at Marina Square. This is our first time as a family going to kbox. This is also my parents first time at kbox, and my second time. (: We had fun singing a great variety of songs, from oldies to new songs. However, unluckily, we could not have klunch and had to resort to the super expensive khappy. Which is totally not worth the money! We should have booked before hand or something! We had two drinks. My parents sang oldies, and me and my sis sang new song. (: At least everyone could sort of hold a tune. (: We sang until 3.30pm.

Next on schedule, we went to Haagen Dasz (is it spelled like that?), and I treated my family to ice cream! The ice cream so expensive one lar! Cost me almost 80 bucks! I almost fainted when seeing the bill! Every mouth I eat cost me 2 dollars I think. Somemore economy no good or something, the brownie shrinked to half the normal size but cost the same amt! So scammed!

We wanted to watch movie, but then no discount, so I thought forget it. And so, we did not watch any movie. We went shopping and bought clothes! (: We almost bought random stuff.

I enjoyed my day! (: It was a great day. So sad that it ended so fast. Hope we can have more of this kind of time together more often. We rarely have such quality time together thanks to the busy and hectic school life.

Au revoir till next time. ((:

5:52 AM

too much...

Sometimes, there is so much work, I do not know where to start.

Today, went to tanwei's house to discuss phy proj. I discuss until become blurr. So much physics concepts. So much knowledge being bombarded at me. I can't believe we are suppose to make a video! I mean how is it possible for us to do 5 whole mins of phy concept explaination. Just thinking about it gives me headache. We met at around 1.30pm but until 8pm, we have not finished discussing the crucial part. Is like we link from magnetism to current?! I think we got abit out of point. And we have to meet up again to do the actual filming!!! GOSH! I cannot think about it anymore, or else I can't sleep tonight due to stress.

Tmr is free day! Holiday! No piano, no ballet no anything! I can finally get down to doing my hols hw. My table is piled up to the brim with homework. That is not including those that have to be done online. My headache is building up with every word that I type.

OMG! Why is hols more stressful than sch days? I still have 2 lun4 wen2 to do!!! How to survive??? GOSH!!!

Maybe I will return to sch after hols with eyebags from chionging hw everyday.

7:20 AM

BSP camp 2009!

UPDATES!

The BSP camp this year was quite fun. However, it was tiring, as this year, we are the organising team instead of the sec3s who just concentrate on having fun. This year was a year where instead of getting fat, we became thinner, as we skipped dinner and lunch. But surprisingly, I did not feel very hungry, maybe I was too tired and busy to feel hungry.

Being in charge of the camera is not easy. It is very stressful, as the speaker loves walking from left to right alot, and then my wobbly hands have to follow suit. Sometimes, I am even scolded by the teachers for not being there. It is a huge responsiblity. But it is fun being in charge of the camera and getting pictures that are not so glam. (: I have posted all the pics on facebook. Now my email is srsly spammed bcos of that.

Having ballet lesson later, better go now. Bye!

9:03 PM

SAD..

I am disappointed in myself.

My moys are a mess. My LA is almost as bad as flunking. I feel so sad. LA is all about the teacher liking your writing style, and apparently mine was not well received by the teacher. I find it pointless actually. LA is like so unpredictable, what's the point of doing a subject that has no point and actually is very subjective? I screwed up LA big time. Just as I was starting to enjoy LA, this horrid results crash me down badly again.

Maths everyone also did very well. So well, A1 is not considered good afterall. It is just no use. If everyone can get A1, it is no longer precious. Like what Mrs Lee was stressing for 30 mins during physics class today. She was saying that if things are easy to get, they are no longer precious. Well, thats the case for maths. I think that when things are too easy, we no longer treasure them as much. For physics, well, it was another long day reviewing mistakes which are all crossed in red marker crosses and filled with words indicating wrong concepts. I wonder about my physics... What exactly is my standard now? If it gets well then drops for the next test? Like my static test that failed. I am starting to lose confidence in everything that I have been doing.

For chem, everyone got like A1, while I did not. I feel so zi4 bei1. Is like I am always behind and lacking something.

CSC and SCS and HCL. These are the papers not back yet. I have a bad feeling for CSC and SCS esp, bcos Mr Tan went through the ans, and I wrote out of point. ): I intepreted the sources wrongly too. In that case, I would probably fail, and there goes my 80% SCS. )): For CSC, today during CID, he told some pro people from my class they did not do very well. Which indicates, I am dead, as I hve always been just passing. If even those pro people cannot do well, where does that leave me? HCL is crappy, I wrote the compo all wrongly, and my main paper, when she went through that day, it was full of mistakes. ): I think I am depressed. I am ranting like some depress maniac.

I know results are not everything. But well... Wonder what put me in this depressed mood? Perhaps is the talk we had during CCA today. My CCA mates and me were slackin away, and we chatted and the more I thought of my whole school life and everything, the more depressed I am. Oh well...

Since no one ever visits this dead blog, I guess whatever I am saying will not be seen by anyone, so I would not affect anyone with this depressed post. ):

4:48 AM

Mix of feelings

Although moys are over. I feel far from relief. All the tests have been killers. I feel cheated by the maths department also... They give us so many easy small tests, then moys so hard. Like purposely want to kill us. Furthermore, they even come out some stuff that is not tested. I can't believe it! How can they like that? Like that we cannot even pass. The paper is so der hard!

LA: .....
HCL: .....
SCS: die le. definitely die. out of point and it is 80%!!!
Maths: both papers equally dead. they go and come out so difficult one i cannot even finish. i am so sad...
Physics: die. confirm fail again.
Chemistry: haiz....
CSC: probably get horrid results again.

So as you can see, I am dead for moys. Hope I will never get it back. Or else will cry until die.

Today went to kbox. First time ever in kbox.

First went to Vivo, then saw bunches of RVians, quickly run away. I dun like to be seen with lots of people. :P I sort of shun people. So I am a hermit crab with little friends.

Then went to Plaza. Then like very little people, very bu4 zi4 zai4. In the end went Marina Square. Then went kbox.

OMG, i never knew it was quite fun. Haha. Ate lunch inside and sang songs until 2pm, they chase people out. I think I sing until glass shatter. So not nice to hear lar, so out of tune. But it was nevertheless fun. Too bad ZJ is always not free. Always only left the two hermit crabs. Always either ZJ or TW not free one lor. They two ar, so busy, like buisness women, want to go out with them have to book in advance I think. Must book in 1 year advance or something! The people in the room beside us very spooky lor, keep copying the songs we choose. I hear le, also feel spooked out. We just finish singing, then will hear the exact same song from the other room. Aiyoyo, our song so nice meh?!

I had a great time today. (:

Now I am wasting time on computer. HEHEE. Watching some random shows and going to facebook, just having fun. Till exam results come back then start crying bah.... (:

BYE!

3:08 AM