Complete Failure
Date: Thursday, August 28, 2008
Me + results = complete failure
complete failure + me = extremely depressed
Today was a bad day. In fact, a horrible day.
Well, the long awaited physics results are finally out and I failed. Yes, I failed, and I failed badly. When I got back the paper, I knew it was not going to be good, with red marks and my MCQ failing. I knew it was bad, and when I looked at the results, sure enough, there was a failure mark. I am now currently very depressed and now one can console me. Although I expected bad results, I did not expect myself to be such a complete failure. I will bet I am the lowest in class. I am in no mood to do anything. The mere mention of that horrifying word: "physics" is enough to make me feel like puking and become extremely depressed. Have i mentioned that I HATE PHYSICS TOTALLY? It is a subject which is not useful in my life at all. I will never look at a ball and wonder about its acceleration, nor would I look at a ruler and think of its pivot or oscillation. These things do not interest me in the least. I find them totally useless. I am never going to touch anything to do with physics in my future career. The mere mention of it makes me have pounding headaches and horrible memories like my physics common test. No use comforting me that many people in the cohort failed too, this is about whether I passed or fail. So what if the whole cohort fail? It shows that I am not good in this subject. It shows that I shall have to remain in sec 3 for the rest of my life failing my physics forever.
Maths was ok thanks to selene. (:
I am so so soo depressed. Words cannot express my sorrow. ):
:'(
Bye...
Signing Off~
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Date: Wednesday, August 27, 2008
I am in a depressed mood... Got back the results and they are horrible. I did not expect my ss to be my worst subject. Although this may soon change as we are getting back physics tomorrow and I think I fail. For physics, is not whether u score well or not is whether you pass or not. I am very sure I am going to fail. I think I will die....
I don't want to get back results!
I don't know what to do now, so bored!
I don't know whether it is the attitude, but I don't like that attitude.
Signing Off~
Anxious wait
Date: Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Well, now that most of the exams are over, it is time for waiting. Waiting for results is actually one of the most stressful and horrible thing on earth. If you have done well, then congratuations, but if not, the wait is a painful one. My LA is not very interesting. My SS is not well elaborated. My Chinese is totally cut away all main points. My physics= dead meat. My chemistry is horrid. Well, as you can see, none of them are very well done. I just received back my LA paper which just passed, and I am feeling very horrid about it. My chem prac is totally horrible and I do not want to talk about it. All in all, I am dead. But I shall not brood about common test results until the time comes.
Have been watching tv non stop this few weeks. The olympics has been exciting and very worth it to watch. I am constantly on the look out for medals that are highly soared after. Even 2 of the times magazine talks about olympics.
I live for myself and not for other people to like.
Signing Off~
Common Test
Date: Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Tomorrow marks the start of the common test week. I am so scared. I am afraid I will not do well. Especially since I am quite sure I have done badly in my chem and phy prac. I am afraid that I will see a red mark in my progress report. Especially physics. My physics is totally horrible, and I think too slowly to be able to write down my answers. Oh no!!! I am so scared for myself. We have not even gone through those heat assignments that need lots of language and words explanation. I will probably fail my physics or something. ): I do not want that to happen!
Tomorrow is Chem and LA. LA seems to be the least scary cos we are allowed to do preparation work before hand. At least we know what to expect. Unlike chem which I hear from sources is quite tough and I think I am seriously dead. The only bright side is missing CID. Which is nothing much to be happy about. I rather go for 10 CID lectures than go for an exam. But I guess that is impossible.
I missed my beloved bus today and had to leave 20 minutes later bcos I missed the one before. So fed up. My beloved bus left me alone! It ran across the road while I was crossing the road, should have crossed the overhead bridge like I always do. )):
Anyway, have to go, Bye!
Signing Off~
Update
Date: Tuesday, August 12, 2008
COLD WAR.
I am feeling sick with stomach ache and headache. This throbbing headache has increased in intensity from yesterday and does not go away. I am fed up and I feel like my head is bursting. Today, my stomach decided to give me a problem too and it is now super pain and killing me. Imagine two horrible pounding throbbing pain on your body. It is unbearable. I am feeling sick but there is still so much work to do, I cannot rest.
I could not sleep well yesterday as ____ was watching olympics deep into the night. At 12am then she slept, and I was very much disturbed by the noise generated from the olympics. I think that might have worsened my headache. Olympics is very nice to watch! From the grand and splendour opening of the games, I was already very much fascinated by it. The games are exciting to watch. Although Singapore came close to winning a medal, the hopes were dashed. However, it is still great effort from TEAM SINGAPORE I think. Perhaps they can try again in the next olympics.
I am not sure whether I am having cold war with someone. We have not been really talking since Sunday I think. Whatever.
Off to work again, Bye!
Signing Off~
As good as gone
Date: Tuesday, August 5, 2008
I am seriously dead. The physics and chemistry tests are killing me. My results seems to be all wrong and jumbled up and I think I might fail for all I know. Furthermore, the theory thing also quite tough. I am afraid I might screw up like last time again. I do not want history to repeat, but I have already tried my best for these tests. I was using all my brainpower for the tests, but to no avail. I hope I will never have to get back the papers. I might just cry or something. Common test week coming soon. I am very scared. I hope I will not repeat term 1 again. I am totally stressed up. ):Labels: stressed up
Signing Off~