the FUTURE is moving too fast…
J'ai Mal!
Date: Saturday, January 10, 2009
Decided to make my blog a private blog. I think it is better. Anyway I think no one even comes to my blog. So I shall just make it private. Haha!
J'ai mal! C'est le deuxieme fois! Je suis tres fatiguee.
I don't understand the ____ anymore. It seems to be under Tsar rule in Russia. I don't get it. I wonder why must people be opressed. I think I am reading too much into history. I am confused and hurt by this 'thing' going on. How come others stand hurting people this way? Why must people be hurt? I don't get it, how can some people just so easily hurt other people with words and expect everyone to follow their thinking and expect themselves to get everything they want? I just don't get it? I wonder if a revolution is what we need? I can't stand _____. I can't wait for next year to change _____. Sometimes things are so complicated and brewing on the surface. This is a democratic society, we should have the right to voice our opinions and choose what we want. No one can take away our rights. I am unhappy and NOT afraid of anything. I think I can pull through with my family and close friends with me. (: I just find it weird and I am angry. I don't get it, what ____ have the rights? I seriously am getting long-winded about this thing. I shall stop the posting about this thing and move on to better stuff. (:
Went for ballet lessons today. OMG, I felt alittle stiff but I still love ballet so much! And for piano, I am seriously rusty in my playing! I feel so horrible playing out those horrible notes, I must have scared my piano teacher and her baby out of their wits. I think I have to quit bcos I have no time to practice for diploma. I had to wear a mask during the whole lesson cos I was ill, and she was scared I might transmit the virus to her baby. So well, I was having alittle difficulty breathing through the mask. Haha!
I yesterday never did any work and fall asleep straightaway bcos I felt seriously unwell. My whole body was aching and my head was so hot it could cook an egg. I felt sick in school suddenly. My fever was raging at 38.3 degree celcius. I just felt very extremely cold, and luckily yuqing was so kind as to lend me her jacket. (: Then zijun and yuqing followed me to the general office to get some medicine, unfortunately for dunno what reason there was no medicine. I had 3rd lang, so I used my phone in school (for the first time since the rule was implemented) and called mummy. She told me to still go for 3rd lang. Zijun followed me to the gate. (: On the long and ardous trip to 3rd lang, I almost fainted in the MRT as there were no seats and everyone were squeezing each other. To top it all, I was like very hot and boiling. Then I arrived there late and had to still go buy panadol. Then went to MOELC. The class was so big unlike last time. The teacher still recognise me. (: But I could not really listen attentively bcos of the fever. My chair was like boiling hot and I felt super feverish. Then after I took my medicine I felt slightly better but still feverish. During break I had a short nap. Then when my father came and fetch me, I slept in the car. I hope daddy's leg get well soon, it has been like that for quite some time.
I shall go chiong maths now. Calculus is quite challenging and requires lots of brain juice which has depleted due to my fever. I better go do le, or else monday cannot hand up. ):
Bye!
Signing Off~