Life is never easy
Date: Thursday, February 5, 2009
Sometimes, we feel upset for no reason,
We emo, well at least I emo.
Things are coming from so many different directions these days.
There is academic work.
Tests are flying from all different direction,
I don't even have time to breathe,
When another test flies my way.
I am surprised the test don't knock me down.
I feel so stressed.
I hear the China Studies lecture,
Yes, I may find it interesting,
But I cannot absorb it all in.
I envy those people who have such great memories.
The people who can remember everything,
Or the people with photographic memories.
Then I feel extremely insignificant when some clever people answers all those cheem quesitons.
Beside the academic,
There is the social.
I dunno whats with me,
I have never been good in social relationships.
Maybe I am some freak who just does not interact well.
I much rather wrap myself up in a novel,
Then face the unknown.
Life sometimes is so complicated.
Why can't it be simple I wonder.
I am just so confused.
I shall not go on this eo post anymore.
The homework piling up on my desk is proof.
Proof that I have to get back to work.
Stressed.
With a capital S.
Signing Off~