Bonne Annee Chinois
Date: Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Bonne Annee Chinois!!! (:
I can't believe the chinese new year holidays is over so fast. I almost could not wake up today as I have been sleeping late nights and waking up late. I dreaded to go school today. The only think I can console myself with is that today is the shortest day out of the 5 days. I shall have to be contented with this fact.
For chinese new year's eve, we went to my father side ah ma house. Everyone of my cousins gathered there and we ate reunion dinner on two seperate tables. All of the children have grown bigger and the youngest is already pri3, its no wonder there is no place for everyone to squeeze and eat on one table. I think it is quite nice to eat steamboat. I love the hot foot steaming away. All of us ate happily and my grandmother opened some fake can of abalone. Haha. We also lao1 yu2 sheng1. Then the adults started playing cards and the children went to watch television. Mediacorp always bo1 the same show on new year one! I remember watching the exact same two shows they bo1 again! So I just sort of drifted off into space. Then I very sad, everyone said I look fatter. ): They say I become fatter and don't look like a child. How am I suppose to response to that?! I don't want be fat!!!!!!!! Then it was angbao time. We lined up and said greetings according to the age. We could not say some of the greetings for example cai2 yuan2 gun2 gun3 this year as economy no good and cai1 yuan2 sounds like retrenchment. My uncle joked and said he would not give us angbao if we said any of those taboo words. And he took the newspaper which had all the taboo words and checked if we did say any. Then we 12.30pm like that then went home. I was exhausted but still watched tv until 1am to shou3 sui4. I love to shou3 sui4. If only its true that doing this would indeed make our parents live longer!
Then on the chinese new year day itself, we went to my mother's ah ma house. There more quieter, cos many of the elders have already passed away. And we are not very close to the cousins there cos we seldom see that. So I sort of emo-ed at one corner and did nothing. Then we ate abalone and it was the best thing on earth! Then my uncle commented I was fat!!!!! OH NO!!! SO MANY PEOPLE SAY I FAT!!!! ): BOOHOO!!!! Until my cousins went away then me and my sis played with my ahyi card games. It is fun, and I won 30cents. Not bad considering I only bet 10cents a time. (: Then collected random angbaos from people whom I don't really know.
On chu1 er4, we went to father ahma house. And this time, all those unfamiliar relatives appeared and gave us angbaos. Then for lunch at vegetarien meal cos all these relatives are vegetarien. Then the familiar cousins came and we played card games a while. Then some of my uncles and cousins came my house play mahjong. Me and my cousins also played mahjong. We are beginners so anyhow throw here throw there. Haha! I love playing mahjong as a new game. Cos I usually dunno how play. Hehe. Then we went back my ahma house to drink sharkfin soup and eat dinner. And that is pretty much it.
Then today, haiz... same old thing, wake up early.... ):
GTG..
Signing Off~
Hiong!
Date: Monday, January 19, 2009
PE in RV is seriously the most hiong thing on earth. One can actually die from it. Take for example today, we sprinted 5 rounds. Mine you, sprint not run! Imagine how tired and out of breath we were already. Then came the bombshell: 40 sit-ups, jumping high steps for 3 times which is around 20 times jumping up a super duper high steps, then 40 push ups. Imagine the serious horror!!! ): I almost died, then now my whole body aching.
Yesterday was apparently shopping for new year clothes. But at this age, its extremely difficult to buy clothes. I went to the children's dept where my sis bought her clothes. Then all were too small for me. So went adult section where all the clothes so old fashioned. When I attempted to wear them I looked like some working women in the office. I felt so weird. It was quite revealing also! Ewww!!! I hate that kind of clothes. Then we gave up and got out of the dept store. ):
Afterward, I went ballet then we packed the house. I enjoy ballet alot! (: The packing was quite tiring. But I could not sleep at night cos I keep thinking today's PE need to run 6 rounds cos that time I nvr run. End up although no need 6 rounds, need those torturous things mentioned above. Its worst I think!
Bye!
Signing Off~
Complicated!
Date: Monday, January 12, 2009
I am feeling kinda emo now. I am listening to emo songs and I know nobody can read my blog as I made it private. So this is now my ranting ground.
Below are some conclusions drawn:
I am so confused and fed up. Things are so complicated in this world. Can't things be simple? Why is the world so complicated and messed up? Why must there be so much human politics. I feel like there are arrows shooting everywhere when I step in to the ____. I just don't get it. No one owns each other and have the rights to judge each other. Why must people always be so judgemental when they make comments. Why must they think they are always the high and mighty ones? Why come the quiet and timid ones also have a chance? All we are asking for is a chance, is that too much to ask for? I just don't get it. Furthermore, I don't see the fairness in some things. Why must the decisions always be handed to other people? I don't get it?
I also feel very storngly on hypocritical people. They are the worst people on earth. I hate those people who drift from here to there. What do they think they are? They are woods or logs on water? How can they change 'loyalties' so fast? Who can trust these people? I wonder how these people make friends? I thought you are supposed to stick by your frens the very least?
Another thing, I love chance. Chance is fair and mighty. Chance is not bias to anyone. Chance is a great thing to have on this earth. Without chance, some problems may never be solved.
I have given up on the _____. I can't wait for next ____, perhaps____ will be better? I am hoping chance will make good on me this time again. I can't stand the arrows and the hypocrites.
I am not trying to point arrows at anyone. Just feeling very insightful at the moment.
Au Revoir.
Signing Off~
J'ai Mal!
Date: Saturday, January 10, 2009
Decided to make my blog a private blog. I think it is better. Anyway I think no one even comes to my blog. So I shall just make it private. Haha!
J'ai mal! C'est le deuxieme fois! Je suis tres fatiguee.
I don't understand the ____ anymore. It seems to be under Tsar rule in Russia. I don't get it. I wonder why must people be opressed. I think I am reading too much into history. I am confused and hurt by this 'thing' going on. How come others stand hurting people this way? Why must people be hurt? I don't get it, how can some people just so easily hurt other people with words and expect everyone to follow their thinking and expect themselves to get everything they want? I just don't get it? I wonder if a revolution is what we need? I can't stand _____. I can't wait for next year to change _____. Sometimes things are so complicated and brewing on the surface. This is a democratic society, we should have the right to voice our opinions and choose what we want. No one can take away our rights. I am unhappy and NOT afraid of anything. I think I can pull through with my family and close friends with me. (: I just find it weird and I am angry. I don't get it, what ____ have the rights? I seriously am getting long-winded about this thing. I shall stop the posting about this thing and move on to better stuff. (:
Went for ballet lessons today. OMG, I felt alittle stiff but I still love ballet so much! And for piano, I am seriously rusty in my playing! I feel so horrible playing out those horrible notes, I must have scared my piano teacher and her baby out of their wits. I think I have to quit bcos I have no time to practice for diploma. I had to wear a mask during the whole lesson cos I was ill, and she was scared I might transmit the virus to her baby. So well, I was having alittle difficulty breathing through the mask. Haha!
I yesterday never did any work and fall asleep straightaway bcos I felt seriously unwell. My whole body was aching and my head was so hot it could cook an egg. I felt sick in school suddenly. My fever was raging at 38.3 degree celcius. I just felt very extremely cold, and luckily yuqing was so kind as to lend me her jacket. (: Then zijun and yuqing followed me to the general office to get some medicine, unfortunately for dunno what reason there was no medicine. I had 3rd lang, so I used my phone in school (for the first time since the rule was implemented) and called mummy. She told me to still go for 3rd lang. Zijun followed me to the gate. (: On the long and ardous trip to 3rd lang, I almost fainted in the MRT as there were no seats and everyone were squeezing each other. To top it all, I was like very hot and boiling. Then I arrived there late and had to still go buy panadol. Then went to MOELC. The class was so big unlike last time. The teacher still recognise me. (: But I could not really listen attentively bcos of the fever. My chair was like boiling hot and I felt super feverish. Then after I took my medicine I felt slightly better but still feverish. During break I had a short nap. Then when my father came and fetch me, I slept in the car. I hope daddy's leg get well soon, it has been like that for quite some time.
I shall go chiong maths now. Calculus is quite challenging and requires lots of brain juice which has depleted due to my fever. I better go do le, or else monday cannot hand up. ):
Bye!
Signing Off~
1st Day of School
Date: Friday, January 2, 2009
OMG! Its hard to believe, but school has finally reopened! (: I am so happy that we can get back to school, bcos I seriously have nothing to do at home!
So today all the new sec4s wear the new uniform. I think everyone looks very grown up and look like they are very old le. I think our uniform is really too common also bcos lots of school has this blue skirt white top thing. I arrived at school quite late compared to usual timing, cos my father put my sis down at her new school: Raffles Girls Secondary first. So there was jam and so on, then I arrived quite late. Then when I got in class, I never see anyone I usually talk with. So I had to stone and look to the other classroom which is 4A and I saw my fren. Haha. Finally 4B is not the isolated class! We can finally blend in with the other sec4s. I got to know our form teacher which is Ms Khang. She is my form teacher for the 2nd time already. Then I heard that this year got 7 bicultural scholars. Compared to our year it is quite little. Surprisingly this time there are more guy scholars than girls. I wonder who are they. They would be the people we will be going to China with on June I think. I admire the year5s, sch reopens so much later for them! We have to reopen now. Although nothing to do at home, I wanna sleep later. Yesterday I did not have a good sleep thanks to me thinking of the stupid timetable clash again. I am very sad. ): I dun wan to change anything! I wish the timetable work out for me. ):
So 4B teachers are:
Lang Arts: Ms Veda Leung (whom i m not sure who she is, and dun really know how to spell her name)
Chinese: Mdm Guo Lan Hua
Maths: Mr Ang Mia Lee
SCS: Mr Bryan Tan
Physics: Mrs Lee Lee Mui
Chemistry: Ms Lisa Khang
Bicultural studies: Mdm Lam Wan or He lao shi
On Mondays we end at 4pm!!!! OMGGGGG! I have to change my 3rd lang if that is possible and have to be seperated from my frens again!!! BOOHOOOOOO! )): I feel so upset. ):
I gtg, Bye!
Signing Off~