Depressed
Date: Friday, February 27, 2009
they say crying is no help. but i just can't help but feel like crying. right now, all i want to do is cry away all the tests and the stress. i m feeling very depressed. i cannot even think properly about any facts. i can't remember anything.
ils disent que pleuvrer ne m'aider pas. mais je suis tres triste. je veux pleuvrer tous les jours. je veux mourir. c'est le meilleur. je suis tres tres stresse.
Signing Off~
Stressed Up
Date: Thursday, February 26, 2009
"Stress is when you wake up screaming and realising that you have not even fallen asleep."
"Stress is nothing more than a socially accepeted form of mental illness."
"Depression is the worst of all sadness. We are hurt so bad that we stop eating, sleeping, hanging out with friends and sometimes even turn to suicide. Our worst nightmare came true and we can't find a way out."
I am finding all sorts of quotes. I think quotes are quite interesting. Recently got to looking at different kind of quotes and who wrote them. Quotes can express more words than many words. (am i making sense?) I agree that depression is the worst form of sadness, and we should not be depressed even in face with the china studies test which I think I am going to fail badly. The first quote is quite scary, we are like trapped in a nightmare when life gets too stressful. The second one is interesting, who would have thought stress is a form of mental illness? Well, if its true, everyone in RV would have mental illness I think. :P
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Signing Off~
Insightful- trust
Date: Monday, February 23, 2009
"It takes years to build up trust and only seconds to destroy it."
"Love all, trust a few."
"Trust thyself only, and another shall not betray thee."
After looking up all this quotations, I find them very true when I apply them to my own life. It is indeed extremely hard to gain the trust of someone, and it only takes one incident to completely destroy your trust in them. Trust is actually the basis of everything, and some even say its more important than love. I feel that it is indeed very important. For me, my trust once lost would never return for that person. I agree that we should be friends with everyone but only trust some. We should also only trust ourselves in our lives, this way, no one shall ever have the ability to betray us.
Feeling Insightful today.
Everything is such a disappointment. Sometimes although you work hard, you don't see results, and that is very disheartening. I don't even wanna think about that horrible thing.
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Trust is easily broken
I learnt that today.
Signing Off~
De plus en plus!
Date: Monday, February 16, 2009
GOSH, never thought I would say this, but now CID lessons every tuesdays is so boring! I rather they had something on so we can at least do something better than nothing. I cannot even play facebook cos apparently this com does not support shockwave. I am so bored! Can someone literally be bored to death? Well, if no, I shall be the first.
Today we learn a "terrible" new topic of maths, which when done wrongly would lead to "disasters"!!! Integration is the word. I can't believe we have to do the opposite of diffrentiation. According to physics, there is an opposite and equal force for every force exerted, which I guess is very true in this case. Ok, I am crapping, thanks to boredom.
Je suis tres fatiguee. Je voudrais que je me couche. Mais je pense que c'est tres impossible. Alors, j'aurais me amuser. Oui, c'est folie. Je souhaite que tous les choses mauvaises disapparte. Mais c'est la vie, tu ne peux pas changer les choses mauvaise. Tu devras vivre avec eux. Je ne sais pas. Je ne comprends pas. Beaucoup de, beaucoup de tests sont arriver. Comment? J'ai peur de tests! Je ne vuex pas! Oh la la!
I am practising my french above, forgive me for ranting crap. But I feel crappy. :P
GTG, bye!
Signing Off~
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Date: Thursday, February 12, 2009
Just one simple word: PISSED
-some people who just cannot mind their own buisness
-hypocrites
-AP people with AP faces thinking they are very "der" pretty
-CHEATERS THAT MAKE US HAVE TO RETEST
-people who have complicated minds
-people who are jealous of what others have and always put down others
-power-loving people
-difficult tests e.g. chem
-more tests coming at one go
-homework and more
Signing Off~
J'ai Perdu
Date: Wednesday, February 11, 2009
I think I am going to quit this bloggin buisness soon. Cos apparently no one visits my blog and no one tags, so no one read, so I quit. Wow! This looks like some kind of chain effect.
Seriously stressed up over so many tests coming. You know what? Maths second test is coming. Lang Arts second test is coming. Not to mention chem and phy which are like totally crap. I rather take one million maths paper tha take one physics paper. I am so afraid of failing again. I remember the nightmare of sec3. All my first tests failed. Every subject, and I had a breakdown. I do not want that to happen again. But I am very scared history will repeat. Everyone say history has a tendency to repeat. Oh no...
More and more complicated stuff.
Un- understandable
Sad
Afraid of failing
Just tired
Just tired...
Don't want to think...
Don't look forward...
If only can stay home..
To face everything in .....
Is more than I can take....
Can't wait for next year...
Though its ages away....
Most people say things will look up next year....
Hope economy looks up,
Hope my situtation looks up...
je ne sais pas
j'ai plus perdu
comment?
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Signing Off~
Life is never easy
Date: Thursday, February 5, 2009
Sometimes, we feel upset for no reason,
We emo, well at least I emo.
Things are coming from so many different directions these days.
There is academic work.
Tests are flying from all different direction,
I don't even have time to breathe,
When another test flies my way.
I am surprised the test don't knock me down.
I feel so stressed.
I hear the China Studies lecture,
Yes, I may find it interesting,
But I cannot absorb it all in.
I envy those people who have such great memories.
The people who can remember everything,
Or the people with photographic memories.
Then I feel extremely insignificant when some clever people answers all those cheem quesitons.
Beside the academic,
There is the social.
I dunno whats with me,
I have never been good in social relationships.
Maybe I am some freak who just does not interact well.
I much rather wrap myself up in a novel,
Then face the unknown.
Life sometimes is so complicated.
Why can't it be simple I wonder.
I am just so confused.
I shall not go on this eo post anymore.
The homework piling up on my desk is proof.
Proof that I have to get back to work.
Stressed.
With a capital S.
Signing Off~