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lost of words...

Date: Monday, March 23, 2009


原来绝望是这种感觉。

i finally understand how the victims feel when they find they have not other way to go. If something ever happens to the victim of bullying or ocstrsizing for example comitting suicide, the bullies are the ones responsible. I hope that those bullies will always sleep with an uneasy heart knowing they ruin someone's life by taking up bullying. And all those who follow the leader by the nose and not know anything, they are even worst. They are the worst kind of bullies ever. They deserve to feel regretful forever and ever too.

HATE is spelled in capitals.


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Signing Off~

Flying high up and away

Date: Thursday, March 19, 2009


perfect cut! love perfect cut and perfect cut 2!

east coast beach

Life is full of ups and downs. But sometimes all we feel is the down parts and no ups. It is like a point of inflexion that keeps going down. But we must learn to put up with imperfections and unhapiness to know true hapiness. I am feeling insightful again. More quotes to come, if you cant stand it then leave.

"Perfection itself is imperfection" how true this statement is.

”学会包容不完美才会一切完美“ we must learn to embrace imperfectness to be perfect.

I love quotes. Short phrases which mean much more than they look is great!

I went to the beach and cycle yesterday. First my father brought us to eat buffet. Sumptious! Then when we became so full we cannot eat anymore, we went to east coast and cycle for two hours straight all the way to nearly changi jetty or something like that. So oolu that place. Then we went back and cycle in the other direction. After sometime, my butt was like super pain from the triangular seat of the bicycle. Then there was those slopes that you have to cycle up. My whole body was screaming tired. I felt like I was tiao3 zhan4 -ing ji2 xian4! Felt so exhausted. Then we went to the beach and I went into the sand with my sis. We saw a guy catching sea worms with bare hands. Gross. Long white and thin things. Ewww!!! My mum was overseas so she never go with us. So sad. ): Miss mum. But we had a fun time with dad. (: wish i had taken pics to post! (: Then we went home aching everywhere.
Read finish handle with care! OMG, so saddening the ending!!! Felt like crying when I saw the ending! That day watch titanic for the 5th time I also felt very sad when Jack died. ): But I never cry for this kind of stuff before. (: So I am not a sentimental person! :P
LOVE MY FAMILY and LOVE MY HOLIDAYS! :DD
















Signing Off~

Beaucoup de devoirs

Date: Sunday, March 15, 2009


Aujournd'hui, je regarde un film s'appelle Les Choiristes. C'est un bon film. Je pense que c'est interessant. Mais je ne le comprends pas un peu. Heureusment, il y a les mots pour m'aider.

J'ai beaucoup de devoirs. Alors, il est necessaire que je ne joue pas.

I have changed my blogskin and am going to post to make this blog less dead, then I would go do something.

My weekend was quite slack. Watch finished tong1 tian1 gan4 tan4. Haiz... Ending abit not nice. :P Haha. Actually nothing much to post. (:

Holidays still must go back school hear talks and all those stuff. Sian lar...



Signing Off~

EMO-ing

Date: Thursday, March 5, 2009


Well, I guess its not anything new. This is me emoing again. I am feeling very down now. Today at school not only have da3 ji1 from results, I found out that everyone is against me. I emo-ed while walking on the track today. People keep putting me down. I may be always doing work, but that is bcos I dun wan do work when I get home. I may look like a nerd but thats how I am. I may always score badly in everything I do, but I can't help it.

Sometimes despite putting in effort, results were not meant to be. My china studies is as bad as failing. I dun wan to think about it. ):

Quote that fits my thinking now:
The world itself is pregnant with failure, is the perfect manifestation of imperfection, of the consciousness of failure.

The world is a horrible place to be in. That day when we were doing PDP, I drew a sine graph and used Mr Ang's quote on life is a sine curve. Then I realised that life is not really a sine curve, as there are no "up" points or "maximum" points in my life. I find it a point of inflexion instead. It just keeps going downhill when we are borned. When we are first born, it was probably the best time of our life. As people say, ignorance is bliss, when we were babies, we dunno what a horrible place this world is, where qualifications means everything, when people backstab each other where all sorts of scary things happen. So I guess my life is like a point of inflexion with the last part being a sharp turn up as when our life draws to a close, it should be better when we get to heaven if we ever get there.

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Signing Off~

Depressed Mood

Date: Tuesday, March 3, 2009


Though most of the tests are over, still feel depressed. seriously a pessimist. There seems to be so many things waiting for me to do! I shall not blog anymore, gtg chiong.






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Signing Off~