Je Suis Stupide

My memory is failing me. I fail to remember french stuff that I have learnt before. I fail to recall mole concept. I fail to remember anything. I am dead.



I feel very tired in this this few days. OBS is coming up, I wonder how I survive and wonder which group I will get in. I hope that I at least am close with some people in the group, or else I might die in OBS. I don't think I will get to be with people I want to be with, but at least let me get into groups that have people that I mix with. I heard that there is Camp A and B. B does not have toilet doors and what nots, so A is better. I hope I am not as unlucky as to land in Camp B. I will perhaps die. I cannot imagine myself camping, bcos in my whole life, I have never went camping, bcos I did not want to. Our class like a lot of people not going, I wish I could not go and have the fun of it at home.



We finally got our class tee today. It looked kind of plain and ordinary. But at least we have a class tee. We have been planning since I don't know when, and we finally can get it. It is pink.

Today's translation lesson was plain horrifying. Would I be too violent if I said I wanted to strangle people making those noises? Some people in the lessons act like broken tape recorders, I wonder how they managed to talk so much, I mean, don't they feel thirsty? I wonder and pondered, and I felt like strangling people. I could not even hear the teacher talking. She was talking like no one's buisness as it is not her problem if people do not want to listen. Her responsiblity is just to pass on knowledge. I strained my ears tohear her as the whole world seemed to talk. I could barely hear her. I wonder if even parrots will stare in awe at their human counterparts who can speak so much more than them. Many shhs! were heard from me and my friends who could not stand the noise levels, but it did nothing more than to make the situation worst. I really felt very irritated. I thought our classroom was good to be seperated from all the noise from the other classroom, but the noise we are generating can fill up 100000000000000000 classrooms. I am NOT exaggerating.

Chemistry we never learn anything yet have to complete the assignment. I don't know how, I am going crazy.

I gtg. Bye!